Mixed feelings...

I didnt blog for so long. So many things happened in these one and a half months, good things, bad things, happy and unhappy things. many many things happened... No matter what, I believe tht I have to treasure all these things, all these r memories, they made up my life and complete my life!!
Next week will be the last week I teach the 3 form 5 classes. What to say??? Mixed feelings... I teach 1st, 2nd and last class mathematics this year... Although teaching the same subject but i have different feelings towards each of the classes. Let's start with the last class : I started teaching them last year, last yr was my first of teaching so i cant teach them well. At 1st, they cant understand and cant follow my teaching coz they r weak students but after both parties tried hard to co-operate, at last we make it!! Although they r weak students but actually they are the students who really appreciate teachers. They will apprciate and respect teachers and if we get angry they will scare and finish their work. I really hope tht they can pass their maths in SPM, really!! GOOD LUCK gals!!!
Now, it's the turn of the 1st class... They are smart + hardworking + excellent students. I am confident tht they can get A for maths in SPM (99% sure unless unexpected things happened). Anyway, i strongly believe tht even they get A for maths, the credits wont come to me!! They got A becoz their tuition teachers are good and if they didnt go for tuition then it's becoz they r smart... sounds sad rite??? I used to think tht if we r sincere towards ppl then ppl will accept us and we can be friends. But after teaching this class, i realised it really needs fate to become friends.. I felt so sorry towards this class coz i cant get along with them no matter how hard i tried... when i am good to them, they think tht i want to gain popularity and busybody but when i stay out of their affairs , they said i dont care abt them, so what to do??? At last, i surrendered!! I try my best to teach them maths, the rest of the things i juz leave to the fate!!! Sad but there is nothing else i can do... Gals, even we cant be friends but i still pray the best to u all!! GOOD LUCK...
Finally, it's my dearest class: 5Sains2!!! I started to teach this class mid of last year... I am their form teacher too... So many things happened in these 1.5 years, all these things will be precious memories to me!! 1 unhappy incident happened last month but i felt so lucky coz we managed to settle problems and it's a happy ending at last... I felt so lucky coz i was given the chance to clear up the misunderstanding among us, thanks GOD!!! To 5sains2 students : maybe u didnt feel it but I LOVE u all very much... GOOD LUCK and all the best to u all!!!
Another school year is going to end soon.... I know i am not the best but i think i have tried my best... The main thing i need to do now is : treasure the last week with my f5 students, hope tht they left behind the unhappy things and leave the schl with all the happy memories... Most probably we wont keep in touch anymore, however i will pray the best for u all the time... GOOD LUCK and all the best to u all in SPM and in the future!!! Goodbye gals!!!