Hurray, it's holidays now!!! Many people will think tht teacher is an easy job becoz it's only a half-day job and we teach for 9 months but paid for 12months, sounds great rite???? The truth is: teacher is nvr an easy job!! The half-day meant by others is only the teaching part, yes we only teach for half-day but we need to spend another half-day to do the paper work and to mark the exercise books / exam papers. For other professions, if u go on leave means tht u r totally free frm ur duty but for teachers, even u r on leave u still have to finish the syllabus and get all the admin work done on time, so is it easy to become a teacher???
Anyway, this blog is not to complain abt how difficult and stressed is it to become a teacher becoz i know tht every professions will have their tough part so i respect every professions. I am here today to talk abt HOLIDAYS, hehe!!! Hurray, it's holidays now!!! During school days, I am always busy with schoolwork + housework + tuition so the time past very fast... After busy for ard 9 months, it's holidays now!!! Suddenly, i feel like 生活失去重心 , life becomes very free + relaxing + boring, haha!!! I think i need to plan my holidays well otherwise it will be a waste!!! I know even i didnt do anything the times will still pass like tht. However, somethings must be done so tht i won't waste this precious moments, haha.... Luckily, i will invigilate the SPM examination and the home tuition will carry on like usual, at least i got some side income, hehe.... Tuition and invigilate SPM will take a few days only, so for the rest of the holidays i must use it wisely, haha!!!
Okok, so i will start to think of my holidays plan now.... Tht's why i said i am "犯贱", 有假期烦,没假期也烦, human beings will never satisfy with waht they they are having!!!
PS: Happy holidays to all the teachers and Happy working to all the others!!!!
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Mixed feelings...
I didnt blog for so long. So many things happened in these one and a half months, good things, bad things, happy and unhappy things. many many things happened... No matter what, I believe tht I have to treasure all these things, all these r memories, they made up my life and complete my life!!
Next week will be the last week I teach the 3 form 5 classes. What to say??? Mixed feelings... I teach 1st, 2nd and last class mathematics this year... Although teaching the same subject but i have different feelings towards each of the classes. Let's start with the last class : I started teaching them last year, last yr was my first of teaching so i cant teach them well. At 1st, they cant understand and cant follow my teaching coz they r weak students but after both parties tried hard to co-operate, at last we make it!! Although they r weak students but actually they are the students who really appreciate teachers. They will apprciate and respect teachers and if we get angry they will scare and finish their work. I really hope tht they can pass their maths in SPM, really!! GOOD LUCK gals!!!
Now, it's the turn of the 1st class... They are smart + hardworking + excellent students. I am confident tht they can get A for maths in SPM (99% sure unless unexpected things happened). Anyway, i strongly believe tht even they get A for maths, the credits wont come to me!! They got A becoz their tuition teachers are good and if they didnt go for tuition then it's becoz they r smart... sounds sad rite??? I used to think tht if we r sincere towards ppl then ppl will accept us and we can be friends. But after teaching this class, i realised it really needs fate to become friends.. I felt so sorry towards this class coz i cant get along with them no matter how hard i tried... when i am good to them, they think tht i want to gain popularity and busybody but when i stay out of their affairs , they said i dont care abt them, so what to do??? At last, i surrendered!! I try my best to teach them maths, the rest of the things i juz leave to the fate!!! Sad but there is nothing else i can do... Gals, even we cant be friends but i still pray the best to u all!! GOOD LUCK...
Finally, it's my dearest class: 5Sains2!!! I started to teach this class mid of last year... I am their form teacher too... So many things happened in these 1.5 years, all these things will be precious memories to me!! 1 unhappy incident happened last month but i felt so lucky coz we managed to settle problems and it's a happy ending at last... I felt so lucky coz i was given the chance to clear up the misunderstanding among us, thanks GOD!!! To 5sains2 students : maybe u didnt feel it but I LOVE u all very much... GOOD LUCK and all the best to u all!!!
Another school year is going to end soon.... I know i am not the best but i think i have tried my best... The main thing i need to do now is : treasure the last week with my f5 students, hope tht they left behind the unhappy things and leave the schl with all the happy memories... Most probably we wont keep in touch anymore, however i will pray the best for u all the time... GOOD LUCK and all the best to u all in SPM and in the future!!! Goodbye gals!!!
Next week will be the last week I teach the 3 form 5 classes. What to say??? Mixed feelings... I teach 1st, 2nd and last class mathematics this year... Although teaching the same subject but i have different feelings towards each of the classes. Let's start with the last class : I started teaching them last year, last yr was my first of teaching so i cant teach them well. At 1st, they cant understand and cant follow my teaching coz they r weak students but after both parties tried hard to co-operate, at last we make it!! Although they r weak students but actually they are the students who really appreciate teachers. They will apprciate and respect teachers and if we get angry they will scare and finish their work. I really hope tht they can pass their maths in SPM, really!! GOOD LUCK gals!!!
Now, it's the turn of the 1st class... They are smart + hardworking + excellent students. I am confident tht they can get A for maths in SPM (99% sure unless unexpected things happened). Anyway, i strongly believe tht even they get A for maths, the credits wont come to me!! They got A becoz their tuition teachers are good and if they didnt go for tuition then it's becoz they r smart... sounds sad rite??? I used to think tht if we r sincere towards ppl then ppl will accept us and we can be friends. But after teaching this class, i realised it really needs fate to become friends.. I felt so sorry towards this class coz i cant get along with them no matter how hard i tried... when i am good to them, they think tht i want to gain popularity and busybody but when i stay out of their affairs , they said i dont care abt them, so what to do??? At last, i surrendered!! I try my best to teach them maths, the rest of the things i juz leave to the fate!!! Sad but there is nothing else i can do... Gals, even we cant be friends but i still pray the best to u all!! GOOD LUCK...
Finally, it's my dearest class: 5Sains2!!! I started to teach this class mid of last year... I am their form teacher too... So many things happened in these 1.5 years, all these things will be precious memories to me!! 1 unhappy incident happened last month but i felt so lucky coz we managed to settle problems and it's a happy ending at last... I felt so lucky coz i was given the chance to clear up the misunderstanding among us, thanks GOD!!! To 5sains2 students : maybe u didnt feel it but I LOVE u all very much... GOOD LUCK and all the best to u all!!!
Another school year is going to end soon.... I know i am not the best but i think i have tried my best... The main thing i need to do now is : treasure the last week with my f5 students, hope tht they left behind the unhappy things and leave the schl with all the happy memories... Most probably we wont keep in touch anymore, however i will pray the best for u all the time... GOOD LUCK and all the best to u all in SPM and in the future!!! Goodbye gals!!!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
第一次
假期结束了，又要回到现实生活了！！这个假期有点纳闷也有点无聊。虽然如此，还是有些东西是值得纪念的。。整整十天的假期之和朋友出去了一次，但，好的东西只需要一次，哈哈！！
二零零九年九月二十四日是值得纪念的一天：
i）中午十二点就约了朋友吃午餐。去了CHARM's-一间新开的餐馆，用西式的方法售卖中式的食物。第一次光顾，感觉还不错。。
ii）之后就和朋友在Kluang Mall 闲逛。逛了一圈却什么也没买到，居銮不是一个购物的好地方！！
iii）接着，我们去看了一部韩国电影--Tsunami。说了都没人相信，这是我第一次在居銮看电影，真是笑死人了！！！
iv）看完电影后，转战Kluang Parade. 逛了一逛，还是什么都没买到，sienzz... 傍晚时分，我们去吃了irodori sushi .我超爱吃寿司哦！！
v）最后最后，我们去唱-K哦！！OMG，长到这么大还是第一次唱卡拉OK，太丢脸了！！淑君常说唱-K 是减压的好方法，我想他说的没错。虽然对自己的歌声没信心但第一次唱-k 的感觉还蛮爽的，赞！！大约晚上九点我们才拖着累但爽的身躯回家。
这个假期我做了许多的第一次：
第一次在居銮看电影
第一次唱-k
第一次从中午玩到晚上
第一次叫麦当劳外卖专送
第一次从网络下载电视剧
好多好多的第一次，这些第一次如果被大部分的人知道了还会被人笑死但又怎样？？人家真是第一次嘛，所以这是个值得怀念的假期。。。
PS：我要谢谢我亲爱的朋友。谢谢你们陪我度过了愉快又美好的一天，谢谢！真期待下一次的聚会。。
二零零九年九月二十四日是值得纪念的一天：
i）中午十二点就约了朋友吃午餐。去了CHARM's-一间新开的餐馆，用西式的方法售卖中式的食物。第一次光顾，感觉还不错。。
ii）之后就和朋友在Kluang Mall 闲逛。逛了一圈却什么也没买到，居銮不是一个购物的好地方！！
iii）接着，我们去看了一部韩国电影--Tsunami。说了都没人相信，这是我第一次在居銮看电影，真是笑死人了！！！
iv）看完电影后，转战Kluang Parade. 逛了一逛，还是什么都没买到，sienzz... 傍晚时分，我们去吃了irodori sushi .我超爱吃寿司哦！！
v）最后最后，我们去唱-K哦！！OMG，长到这么大还是第一次唱卡拉OK，太丢脸了！！淑君常说唱-K 是减压的好方法，我想他说的没错。虽然对自己的歌声没信心但第一次唱-k 的感觉还蛮爽的，赞！！大约晚上九点我们才拖着累但爽的身躯回家。
这个假期我做了许多的第一次：
第一次在居銮看电影
第一次唱-k
第一次从中午玩到晚上
第一次叫麦当劳外卖专送
第一次从网络下载电视剧
好多好多的第一次，这些第一次如果被大部分的人知道了还会被人笑死但又怎样？？人家真是第一次嘛，所以这是个值得怀念的假期。。。
PS：我要谢谢我亲爱的朋友。谢谢你们陪我度过了愉快又美好的一天，谢谢！真期待下一次的聚会。。
Friday, September 25, 2009
有些话必须说出来。。
假期假期又是假期。。人们常说做老师真好，薪水好假期多,其实他们说对了一半。无可否认，做老师真的有很多假期，连我身为老师都真的认为大马的学校假期真是太多了！！！过多的假期真的会让人变得懒散。哀哉，假期对我这个朋友不多的人还真可怕的，放假时我不是忙着做家务就是做校务，超闷的！！长达十天的假期我可能就只和朋友出去一次，剩下的九天就待在家里发霉/胡思乱想，恐怖！！
因为假期所以闲空，因为假期所以无所事事，因为无所事事所以胡思乱想，因为胡思乱想所以烦恼。其实我有很多问题想问但我想没几个人能回答我的问题。我常想如果我把所想都说出来旁人一定会认为我是钻牛角尖，多余，有时还真无奈。。
算了，既然没人能分享那我就把它们都写在这好了。我的疑问：：
i）为什么做老师这么难？？别误会，这可不是我的片面之词哦。每次和当老师的朋友聚会大家都会大吐苦水，所以现在当老师真的那么难吗？？
ii）为什么现代人都那么大压力？？为什么现代人都那么难满足？？大部分我碰见的朋友都对目前的生活及工作不满意，大家几乎都想换工作改变目前的生活。讽刺的是大家都想转换环境但又有多少人能如愿以偿呢？？
iii）我不喜欢当老师，但不当老师又能做什么呢？？自从踏出社会工作之后，我发现自己还真差劲的！！我常想辞职不干因为我真的不喜欢也不适合当老师，我想成为会计师但我能如愿吗？？我渐渐觉得所谓的理想已离我越来越远了，有许多许多的原因使我离它越来越远。这是原因还是我为自己找的借口吗？？我是不是在为自己的优柔寡断找借口呢？？
iv）我应该以怎样的心态来当老师呢？？曾经我非常在意学生们的看法，我常常想变成受欢迎的好老师。但是，这真的太难了！！我发现我越是在意反而弄巧反拙，渐渐的我开始不那么理会学生的想法了，我常说 Do your best, Leave the rest 。但是，问题又来了！！当我开始不在意他们时，我失去了对工作的热忱。以前我会喜欢到学校因为可以碰见学生但现在我只要想到学校想到工作我就想吐！！请问：失去了热忱，我还能以怎样的心态去面对日常的工作及我的学生呢？？
v）最后，怎样才是完美的人生？？完美的人生= 亲情+友情+爱情+事业+健康？？？缺一不可？？
也许我是天生劳碌命，太多的假期对我来说可是坏事一桩。假期本应用来休息及享受的但我却喜欢胡思乱想，庸人自扰，明明好好的却要钻牛角尖自找烦恼，真该死！！人都是自相矛盾的，假期不好但我还是会期待下一次的假期，哈哈！！！
有些问题问了也不会有答案，
有些话说了也没有人会听，
有些感受没人能明了，
但该说的还是得说。。
因为假期所以闲空，因为假期所以无所事事，因为无所事事所以胡思乱想，因为胡思乱想所以烦恼。其实我有很多问题想问但我想没几个人能回答我的问题。我常想如果我把所想都说出来旁人一定会认为我是钻牛角尖，多余，有时还真无奈。。
算了，既然没人能分享那我就把它们都写在这好了。我的疑问：：
i）为什么做老师这么难？？别误会，这可不是我的片面之词哦。每次和当老师的朋友聚会大家都会大吐苦水，所以现在当老师真的那么难吗？？
ii）为什么现代人都那么大压力？？为什么现代人都那么难满足？？大部分我碰见的朋友都对目前的生活及工作不满意，大家几乎都想换工作改变目前的生活。讽刺的是大家都想转换环境但又有多少人能如愿以偿呢？？
iii）我不喜欢当老师，但不当老师又能做什么呢？？自从踏出社会工作之后，我发现自己还真差劲的！！我常想辞职不干因为我真的不喜欢也不适合当老师，我想成为会计师但我能如愿吗？？我渐渐觉得所谓的理想已离我越来越远了，有许多许多的原因使我离它越来越远。这是原因还是我为自己找的借口吗？？我是不是在为自己的优柔寡断找借口呢？？
iv）我应该以怎样的心态来当老师呢？？曾经我非常在意学生们的看法，我常常想变成受欢迎的好老师。但是，这真的太难了！！我发现我越是在意反而弄巧反拙，渐渐的我开始不那么理会学生的想法了，我常说 Do your best, Leave the rest 。但是，问题又来了！！当我开始不在意他们时，我失去了对工作的热忱。以前我会喜欢到学校因为可以碰见学生但现在我只要想到学校想到工作我就想吐！！请问：失去了热忱，我还能以怎样的心态去面对日常的工作及我的学生呢？？
v）最后，怎样才是完美的人生？？完美的人生= 亲情+友情+爱情+事业+健康？？？缺一不可？？
也许我是天生劳碌命，太多的假期对我来说可是坏事一桩。假期本应用来休息及享受的但我却喜欢胡思乱想，庸人自扰，明明好好的却要钻牛角尖自找烦恼，真该死！！人都是自相矛盾的，假期不好但我还是会期待下一次的假期，哈哈！！！
有些问题问了也不会有答案，
有些话说了也没有人会听，
有些感受没人能明了，
但该说的还是得说。。
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Update...September 2009
I didnt update my blog for quite a long time so I am here now to update my life in September. Life in September is quite relaxing. School started on 1st September after a 10-days break. Once the school started my dear form 5 students started their SPM trial exam too. So, I dont have to teach and I managed to finished quite a lot of silly paper work while invigilating trial exam. On the other hand, I also managed to focus on the 2 form 4 classes while trial exam is on. The Maths paper was held on 2nd week of trial and it fell on a nice date 090909, haha... Before the exam I told myself tht no matter how were the results of the students, I must believe tht they have tried their try best so dont angry and dont blame them. I was so eager to know their results tht's why I only used a few days to finish marking their paper. I have 104 form 5 students, 57 of the students scored 1A and 2A (well done and congrats!!!) and 32 students failed their Maths exam. What can I say?? Luckily, I told myself earlier not to angry with them coz I think they tried their best, haha...
Another important event happened in September was I had a crazy weeekend on Spetember. On Saturday (12th Sept), the gang of 'six abalones' finally met up after 9 years!!! We had a gathering at 330pm at Barney restaurant, and we keep on chit-chatting until 7pm, crazy man!!! However, this is not the end yet!! After tht five of us (except a married woman - liyun) met up again at 9pm and chit-chatting in Mc-D until ard 11.00pm. I enjoyed the gathering so much and I am looking forward to the next gathering!!! The next day, I went to donate blood with another group of friends.. This was my 3rd / 4th time, I used to donate 450ml of blood but this time I was only able to donate 350ml coz the nurse said tht I am having low blood pressure. This really sounds weird to me!!! I thought I will have high blood pressure coz I always get angry with the students, who knows actually I got LOW BLOOD PRESSURE!!! I think it was because I slept late the nite before. Then nurse advised me to have enough rest, so I have a good reason to sleep more from now on, muahaha... I did a test on blood sugar and cholestrol level too. The people there said tht I am perfectly ok coz my blood sugar level is normal and to my surprise my cholestrol level is ZERO!!!! ps: I hope tht the machine they used was functioning, haha...
After the crazy weeekend I had, its time to get back to work. Trial exam still on and I am still free. Since I had finished most of my work so actually I got nothing much to do in school. I repeat the same life everyday, pagi pergi kerja, petang balik rumah and tidur, what a relaxing life!!
Cuti Hari Raya will start on 18th Sept. This is another 10 days of holidays, what a long holidays!!! Frankly speaking, I did feel tht there are too many holidays in Malaysia especially the government sector. We have to admint tht too much of holidays will make ppl to become lazy and passive. Tht's why many Malaysians are lazy and passive, sigh.... Anyway, since I am only a government slave so what I can do is only 'terima dan ikut sahaja' becoz we are now busy pursuing ISO (Ikut Saja Ok)... I dont have any plans for this coming cuti Raya yet. Maybe I will:
i) make sure I sleep for 10 hours everyday or
ii) prepare the lessons for form 4 students or
iii) prepare revision materials for form 5 students or
iv) meet up and yamcha with friends or
v) shopping or
vi) doing house works at home
Anyway, no matter what will I do in this cuti Raya, I hope tht I wont end up doing nothing at all and letting the 10 days passing by....
Another important event happened in September was I had a crazy weeekend on Spetember. On Saturday (12th Sept), the gang of 'six abalones' finally met up after 9 years!!! We had a gathering at 330pm at Barney restaurant, and we keep on chit-chatting until 7pm, crazy man!!! However, this is not the end yet!! After tht five of us (except a married woman - liyun) met up again at 9pm and chit-chatting in Mc-D until ard 11.00pm. I enjoyed the gathering so much and I am looking forward to the next gathering!!! The next day, I went to donate blood with another group of friends.. This was my 3rd / 4th time, I used to donate 450ml of blood but this time I was only able to donate 350ml coz the nurse said tht I am having low blood pressure. This really sounds weird to me!!! I thought I will have high blood pressure coz I always get angry with the students, who knows actually I got LOW BLOOD PRESSURE!!! I think it was because I slept late the nite before. Then nurse advised me to have enough rest, so I have a good reason to sleep more from now on, muahaha... I did a test on blood sugar and cholestrol level too. The people there said tht I am perfectly ok coz my blood sugar level is normal and to my surprise my cholestrol level is ZERO!!!! ps: I hope tht the machine they used was functioning, haha...
After the crazy weeekend I had, its time to get back to work. Trial exam still on and I am still free. Since I had finished most of my work so actually I got nothing much to do in school. I repeat the same life everyday, pagi pergi kerja, petang balik rumah and tidur, what a relaxing life!!
Cuti Hari Raya will start on 18th Sept. This is another 10 days of holidays, what a long holidays!!! Frankly speaking, I did feel tht there are too many holidays in Malaysia especially the government sector. We have to admint tht too much of holidays will make ppl to become lazy and passive. Tht's why many Malaysians are lazy and passive, sigh.... Anyway, since I am only a government slave so what I can do is only 'terima dan ikut sahaja' becoz we are now busy pursuing ISO (Ikut Saja Ok)... I dont have any plans for this coming cuti Raya yet. Maybe I will:
i) make sure I sleep for 10 hours everyday or
ii) prepare the lessons for form 4 students or
iii) prepare revision materials for form 5 students or
iv) meet up and yamcha with friends or
v) shopping or
vi) doing house works at home
Anyway, no matter what will I do in this cuti Raya, I hope tht I wont end up doing nothing at all and letting the 10 days passing by....
Monday, August 24, 2009
坚持下去的理由
每当我看见活在病痛之中的人，我常问自己到底为了什么要这么痛苦？？我常想如果放弃治疗，让自己安心的死去，或许对病人本身或是对周围的人都是一种解脱。渐渐的，我不再害怕死亡，我更害怕的是生不如死，被病痛折磨。直到我听到这首歌，这首歌的歌词确切地道出了到底是为了什么人会选择坚持下去。动人的旋律+确切的歌词+感人的MV= 太感人了，我哭了。。
Saturday, August 22, 2009
尽了力就没那么难过。。
学校月考结束了，吸取了上次的教训我已经不敢对学生的成绩有太高的期望了。我知道只要我尽力了其它的一切并不是我能控制的。不出所料，她们又再一次令我失望了。其实我知道有一些人没有数学天份所以就算再努力也未必能考到好成绩，对于这些人我并没有生气，我有的只是同情。然而除了这一小撮没天份的学生，更多的是懒散不努力的人，面对这些‘废材’，除了生气便是失望了。虽然说还是会觉得难过和失望但这次我的心情平静了很多因为我终于明白只要我尽了力，其它的就顺其自然吧！！很开心因为我学会了：尽力，看开和放下。
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